Wednesday, June 10, 2009
interview with Bigg Tigg
Big Tigger is always being himself so Be U DVD Magazine had to support his 8th annual basketball game for HIV / AIDS awareness. Go Get Tested!!!!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
shawne merriman interview
Pre Game interview with shawne merriman (my cousin) #56 of the sand diego chargers
Vince Carter interview
A Vince Carter post interview after playing in Big Tigger's 8th Annual All Star Basketball game held in Washington DC.
qone but neva 4qotten;
The days added,but time minuses.
Invisibly and magically implanted without knowing.
You grew within more than just my heart
And the first time I saw you I fell quickly in love....and then the next you was gone......
Immediately tears drifted the surface of my eyes...then the rain came down.
The moment I understood your existence,I was appalled Your the wonder in my world.and no 1 will ever know who or where you came from.Or how your presence was discreetly placed so beautifully & blindly.It has been only a short period of time,yet I enjoyed every moment we spent.each day I held you in my arms and would sing us both to sleep;you always loved the sound of my sweet angelic voice humming in your ears and the comfort and care I sheltered you.I could feel your touch within as your frail body lay upon me. And your heartbeat was so light...but I was able to listen closely as it pumped between us.everything that was mine,was yours.when I cried I you would say,"its ok,don't cry". My eyes were everything you couldn't see yet I shared the beauty of the world with you. My soul was your home...now it remains empty without you.who will I sing to sleep? Who can I hold thruout the day & night? No 1 can ever replace such the blessing that you were.im sorry you couldn't be here for another day.....b4 your last breath you held me tight and kissed me.you whisper,"you are a strong woman." And you wished me luck..at that moment I let you go and lost you,I lost a part of myself.I heard your silent cries as they took you away from me. my heart will always be with you and my prayers go out to the lord in hoping for better days.as he builds my body of armor,he shall harden my shell and grant me another badge of strength and the more of a stronger woman I shall become unto thy name.forever you will be in my heart.I will cherish this day each year it passes.I know you will be watching me...and everything I do I will look to the sky and smile and thank you for making me stronger.
x_cece_
::mommy loves you::
Invisibly and magically implanted without knowing.
You grew within more than just my heart
And the first time I saw you I fell quickly in love....and then the next you was gone......
Immediately tears drifted the surface of my eyes...then the rain came down.
The moment I understood your existence,I was appalled Your the wonder in my world.and no 1 will ever know who or where you came from.Or how your presence was discreetly placed so beautifully & blindly.It has been only a short period of time,yet I enjoyed every moment we spent.each day I held you in my arms and would sing us both to sleep;you always loved the sound of my sweet angelic voice humming in your ears and the comfort and care I sheltered you.I could feel your touch within as your frail body lay upon me. And your heartbeat was so light...but I was able to listen closely as it pumped between us.everything that was mine,was yours.when I cried I you would say,"its ok,don't cry". My eyes were everything you couldn't see yet I shared the beauty of the world with you. My soul was your home...now it remains empty without you.who will I sing to sleep? Who can I hold thruout the day & night? No 1 can ever replace such the blessing that you were.im sorry you couldn't be here for another day.....b4 your last breath you held me tight and kissed me.you whisper,"you are a strong woman." And you wished me luck..at that moment I let you go and lost you,I lost a part of myself.I heard your silent cries as they took you away from me. my heart will always be with you and my prayers go out to the lord in hoping for better days.as he builds my body of armor,he shall harden my shell and grant me another badge of strength and the more of a stronger woman I shall become unto thy name.forever you will be in my heart.I will cherish this day each year it passes.I know you will be watching me...and everything I do I will look to the sky and smile and thank you for making me stronger.
x_cece_
::mommy loves you::
Monday, June 8, 2009
force & fiqht VS. reaction & romance (couples vrsn;)
When she stares at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] *instead of SLAPPING HER ASS so hard, she nearly bleeds =)
When she's scared
[ Protect her ]
When she steals your favorite hoodie
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you with her big ass hips ;)
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking baby?"
-When she is confused about things comfort her and ask her what she doesn't understand
-When she tells you how she feels about you,tell her how you feel back..but stare deeply into her eyes while you do it
-If she is going through some rough times....hold her tight,kiss her, and tell her your there to support her 200%
[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] *instead of SLAPPING HER ASS so hard, she nearly bleeds =)
When she's scared
[ Protect her ]
When she steals your favorite hoodie
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you with her big ass hips ;)
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking baby?"
-When she is confused about things comfort her and ask her what she doesn't understand
-When she tells you how she feels about you,tell her how you feel back..but stare deeply into her eyes while you do it
-If she is going through some rough times....hold her tight,kiss her, and tell her your there to support her 200%
blinded by life;
as i lay a secret in the life of another womans internal home..that was mine for nine...she was blind to the fact of my humane presence withing the walls of life.
and when there was known existence of the little girl inside...it was to late to take back what had already been done.
and on the beautiful day of march 19th a beautiful little girl was born.she took her 1st breath of life and then..this is where it all begins..
a perfectly imperfect mistake of beautiful life brought into the earths land and yet into her mothers arms.
the moment she opened her big bubbly brown eyes and look up to the face who gave her life she knew it was her mother.added into the family as a blessing,also as a wake up call.
growing up this little girl was always shy,quiet, and stayed to her self...believe it or not. she loved nature,animals,exploring and just the earths layer she gracefully walked on everyday,and the oxygen she inhaled.
this little girl has also went thru alot of shit in her life....at such a young age...but in everyones life we all go thru a stage that can either make or break us...
she had mroe breaks than makes...but up to this very day this little girl i speak on has grown up..ALOT..why? take a look.
throughout high school she was always bullied,teased and what have you....alot of the pplz who claimed to be her friends weren't and then lead her to believe she was alone and that in order to find happiness she had to find it within herself... and thats exactly what she did...
letting go of all friends was hard..but when it came down to it she realized they was doing nothing but weighing her down.takeing advice only 4rm those who had her trust in full was very hard at times yet more rewarding then she couldve imagined .
and now this little girl is a young woman who has her head completely on str8 and living life bettr than she ever could picture.most pplz doubt the person they face inside...but they will nvr know..and to her its an advantage kuz it allows her to see who is who and what they about...and this is hwo she also seen thru all the others who just pretended.
as far as relationships?....hmmmm not so good....terrible...but as far as it seems there is someone out there for her...she just hasnt stumbled on the right one just yet..and when she thinks she has...somethgn goes wrong...and then she lets go of one who dosent wnna be held anymore...
but safe to say this young woman is on a road to succes..and id like to thank god,my mom,my family,all the haters,all the supporters,kris,TARGET SQUAD
i love you all very dearly...*smooches
and when there was known existence of the little girl inside...it was to late to take back what had already been done.
and on the beautiful day of march 19th a beautiful little girl was born.she took her 1st breath of life and then..this is where it all begins..
a perfectly imperfect mistake of beautiful life brought into the earths land and yet into her mothers arms.
the moment she opened her big bubbly brown eyes and look up to the face who gave her life she knew it was her mother.added into the family as a blessing,also as a wake up call.
growing up this little girl was always shy,quiet, and stayed to her self...believe it or not. she loved nature,animals,exploring and just the earths layer she gracefully walked on everyday,and the oxygen she inhaled.
this little girl has also went thru alot of shit in her life....at such a young age...but in everyones life we all go thru a stage that can either make or break us...
she had mroe breaks than makes...but up to this very day this little girl i speak on has grown up..ALOT..why? take a look.
throughout high school she was always bullied,teased and what have you....alot of the pplz who claimed to be her friends weren't and then lead her to believe she was alone and that in order to find happiness she had to find it within herself... and thats exactly what she did...
letting go of all friends was hard..but when it came down to it she realized they was doing nothing but weighing her down.takeing advice only 4rm those who had her trust in full was very hard at times yet more rewarding then she couldve imagined .
and now this little girl is a young woman who has her head completely on str8 and living life bettr than she ever could picture.most pplz doubt the person they face inside...but they will nvr know..and to her its an advantage kuz it allows her to see who is who and what they about...and this is hwo she also seen thru all the others who just pretended.
as far as relationships?....hmmmm not so good....terrible...but as far as it seems there is someone out there for her...she just hasnt stumbled on the right one just yet..and when she thinks she has...somethgn goes wrong...and then she lets go of one who dosent wnna be held anymore...
but safe to say this young woman is on a road to succes..and id like to thank god,my mom,my family,all the haters,all the supporters,kris,TARGET SQUAD
i love you all very dearly...*smooches
cardohoward homecominq performance. '08
LOl when i 1st saw this vid...the 1st thinq i said 2 myself was "u never know when the camera are rollinq to capture u doinq somethnq.." SMH. i had fun thoe ^_^
behind enemey lines;
......
It runs thru my blood.
Constantly....makes me itch...
Sometimes skin deep itch.or a mental itch of immortalitee.
Swellin of pain suffers n drowns my interal soul...
Mind and body submerged with the thought of involuntary infection.
Its in me.
It fucks with me mentaly n physically.
N sometimes verbally.
If I kould subtract the pain...best believe I would..
N sex wouldn't help...it jz creates the rebirth of a evolutiin..
And openin upp that unknown world only adds fuel to the alreadii lit fire...
And the fire that burns around me...
Burns within me..
My skin has 3rd degree burn..
My brain has been boiled.
My heart beats very slow...my heart is solid steeel with the heat temp defined equilibrium within it...
My lungs are captured by the temp of the heat allowin them 2 collapse within the waves of motion.
My all internal values are controlled by anothr.........
N this is a gift tht keeps givin...
And I happend 2 recive the gift thru force...
I ddnt accept it on my own..
N the gift I've received is a everlastin gift of damage....
N the damage is army of knives....
The pain is sharper than the actual penetration....
N the mental state inhibits a human and has the confused 4 the rest of thir life...
They must learn 2 know how this systems works... and must alwaiis be expecting company each time they decide 2 visit other neighborhoods..
Bkuz there's always some1 trespassing......
And I must be careful to make sure I protect myselff 4rm any intruders let alone any more visitors ...
My bridge is .and I can't allow any1 2 cross its path...4 they are at risk of evolving themselves within the world I have created amongst this shit......
It runs thru my blood.
Constantly....makes me itch...
Sometimes skin deep itch.or a mental itch of immortalitee.
Swellin of pain suffers n drowns my interal soul...
Mind and body submerged with the thought of involuntary infection.
Its in me.
It fucks with me mentaly n physically.
N sometimes verbally.
If I kould subtract the pain...best believe I would..
N sex wouldn't help...it jz creates the rebirth of a evolutiin..
And openin upp that unknown world only adds fuel to the alreadii lit fire...
And the fire that burns around me...
Burns within me..
My skin has 3rd degree burn..
My brain has been boiled.
My heart beats very slow...my heart is solid steeel with the heat temp defined equilibrium within it...
My lungs are captured by the temp of the heat allowin them 2 collapse within the waves of motion.
My all internal values are controlled by anothr.........
N this is a gift tht keeps givin...
And I happend 2 recive the gift thru force...
I ddnt accept it on my own..
N the gift I've received is a everlastin gift of damage....
N the damage is army of knives....
The pain is sharper than the actual penetration....
N the mental state inhibits a human and has the confused 4 the rest of thir life...
They must learn 2 know how this systems works... and must alwaiis be expecting company each time they decide 2 visit other neighborhoods..
Bkuz there's always some1 trespassing......
And I must be careful to make sure I protect myselff 4rm any intruders let alone any more visitors ...
My bridge is .and I can't allow any1 2 cross its path...4 they are at risk of evolving themselves within the world I have created amongst this shit......
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