blinded by life;

as i lay a secret in the life of another womans internal home..that was mine for nine...she was blind to the fact of my humane presence withing the walls of life.
and when there was known existence of the little girl inside...it was to late to take back what had already been done.

and on the beautiful day of march 19th a beautiful little girl was born.she took her 1st breath of life and then..this is where it all begins..
a perfectly imperfect mistake of beautiful life brought into the earths land and yet into her mothers arms.

the moment she opened her big bubbly brown eyes and look up to the face who gave her life she knew it was her mother.added into the family as a blessing,also as a wake up call.

growing up this little girl was always shy,quiet, and stayed to her self...believe it or not. she loved nature,animals,exploring and just the earths layer she gracefully walked on everyday,and the oxygen she inhaled.

this little girl has also went thru alot of shit in her life....at such a young age...but in everyones life we all go thru a stage that can either make or break us...

she had mroe breaks than makes...but up to this very day this little girl i speak on has grown up..ALOT..why? take a look.

throughout high school she was always bullied,teased and what have you....alot of the pplz who claimed to be her friends weren't and then lead her to believe she was alone and that in order to find happiness she had to find it within herself... and thats exactly what she did...

letting go of all friends was hard..but when it came down to it she realized they was doing nothing but weighing her down.takeing advice only 4rm those who had her trust in full was very hard at times yet more rewarding then she couldve imagined .

and now this little girl is a young woman who has her head completely on str8 and living life bettr than she ever could picture.most pplz doubt the person they face inside...but they will nvr know..and to her its an advantage kuz it allows her to see who is who and what they about...and this is hwo she also seen thru all the others who just pretended.

as far as relationships?....hmmmm not so good....terrible...but as far as it seems there is someone out there for her...she just hasnt stumbled on the right one just yet..and when she thinks she has...somethgn goes wrong...and then she lets go of one who dosent wnna be held anymore...

but safe to say this young woman is on a road to succes..and id like to thank god,my mom,my family,all the haters,all the supporters,kris,TARGET SQUAD
i love you all very dearly...*smooches